My dearest ... my morale support

Actually this shot was taken back on the 3rd of June 2006. After that, Edan's hair was being shaved to botak by his mum ... eeeehh! But then, no matter what, he's still my dearest son and my morale support! When things got so down, looking at him just make me bite the bullet and goes on.

My heart nearly suffered an attack on the 18th June, Sunday, his mum left him on the bed to wash her hands ... assuming that instance should be ok ... but all I heard was a thud and loud cry! My heart sunk, couldn't describe how I felt then ... upon instant examination, I found he has a swell at the back of his head and he was crying non-stop. His grandmums, paternal and maternal ... upon hearing it all rush over to my place ... I quickly send him to NUH children emergency for examination with my mum and Ace. Luckily, and I'm really thankful for the blessing, doc says he should be ok as he does not shows sign of vomitting or sleepliness. As he started playing and feeding at the hospital ... then my heart took a breather.

Later in the afternoon, then we went to sim lim square to buy my new computer, finally ... after so much talk of upgrading(years) ... haha. Thk God.

Very quick and very short update!

Hi my dear friends, sorry for not updating for so long .... reason being ... too busy and stress to update. Fast one:

12th June: Started my new appointment as service engineer with Roche Diagnostic Singapore. Everything so new to me, enviroment, colleagues ... and job scope. I hope I can bite the bullet and go thru.
14th June: Got my New Honda City delivered. Exciting event to get it from Honda Mandai. But this add another heavy burden on my shoulders ... my already aching shoulders ...

17th June till ?? : Dunno why home so much problem, already very depress yet lady boss of my home not understanding ... very very depress. Knn can't sleep well at nite, I can't believe it either ... I hope the bad patch passes fast, dunno how long I can hang on. From my psychology experience, I know I'm suffering from depression, can't sleep, can't eat ... can't "stand"(ops!) ... I think it's scary. But I can't lift my own spirit. Work stresses ... is already bad ... yet can't find solace at home ... that's the killer for me...

24th June: Things got better a bit. Home tension ease a bit ... but situation still very volatile.

25th June: Knn I really think we should believe in fengshui and 8 - zhi ... prediction of a not good yr really bring me shit ... scary scary. How my luck and experiences change since last year ... then again, since it's so accurate ... I heard next year onwards will be good year for me!!!! Walan, this part better be true man!

Ok, signing off, I hope to post happier time soon! :) and hope got time to take photos and post ....

** finally, one conclusion, for pple staying with the Na%Y ... make sure you stay for life, if you dun want, pls come out as soon as possible and stop wasting time in there! There's a lot to learn outside! Take care friends!

Putting my past behind me ... looking forward to the future!

Well, from 12th June onwards, I will be starting my new job liao. Looking back, I see the guy in the picture ... hmmm, that's me in the past?

From today, I shall call the "guy" on top my past or SSG Lee, I'm putting him on display in my cupboard, a past to be remembered and learn from. A future to look forward and to strive for ... it seems laid with unknown challenges ... but without walking into the path, you'll never know what to expect and what will happen! May the force be with me!

God bless and may the Dharma light and wisdom illuminate my path ... :)

4 out of 6 ES-17 elites ... hehe!

Heh heh heh! Ah bao! Look at this! Dun look at Jackie ... look at the "P" for poseidon! 218! haha! Though it is not near to my record 240, but still enuf to win ok! nb! Why you(ah bao) never come? Scare right???!! haha! Anyway, J is jackie ... S is Sam ... AR is ... arse rim ... haha!!

Received some good news this morning, think I've just got a job ... employed liao! Quite good remuneration packages(my opinion lah, for me like that very good liao). If all goes well, should be working on the 12th already ... no more world cup. haha!

Take care everyone! :)