Searching your heart, searching your soul

Ah, tuesday, what a day I used to look forward to ... because of the great badminton session I had with my 2 bro at JESH. But 1 yr ++ went by, the players get lesser and the enjoyment there gets lesser. Nowadays, if my bros are not going, chances are I will not go ... Why ... many reason can be found if I search my heart and soul.

Today, had a really tired session, and in my 2 yrs experience of playing badminton, it's the first time I had a great fall!!! Lost my footing, landed on my butts! Gosh, knn!! Painful xia!! Perhaps it's Emily Rose punishing me for not believing in her possesion, as I discussed with my bros Wenwei and ken at KFC.

Emily Rose; we all agree it was a good show. Ken ask for our view of the show ... my conclusion is this ... for emily rose the show only ok ... I told him, if Emily wasn't such a devoted Christian, I would have committed 101% she was indeed possessed! Why, I'm wondering if her immense beliefs in God has made her to think this is the sacrifice she should made to "save" the non-believers ... and act of self heroism? Maybe it's also the over-beliefs that cause her to develope mental disorder? I dunno, but then again, the recorded tape of languages proved other wise ... I'm not saying I dun believe her or God, just that we should always try to look at things in another perspective.
Btw, I wanna tell everyone I'm no agnostic hor ... I do believe in presence of gods and satan ... though I am more convinced of the teachings of buddha ... where they preach all religion are for the good of mankind ... if only everyones think likewise; world peace!

Aiya, we are all no saints, but we can always learn to be aware of human weakness and strengths... I do have some philosophies, but dun think will share today. When we are puzzled or frustrated ... maybe it pays to find some quiet place/corner and ... search you heart and soul, maybe you can find peace .... cheers!

Finally, Emily Rose was based on a true story much more convincing, scary and sad ... it can be found here : http://www.fotofetch.com