My Dark side ...

What a way to start the new year. The death of my Grandma somehow brought me one step back to God, or to Catholism. I was touched by the way the people from the church help our family through the whole thing. I opened my heart and listened ... somehow, some messages did go in.

Ironically, during this period, I came across a book, I do read books other than comics hor ... haha, perhaps because of the guilt or sadness or whatever feeling you call that ... I became more opened to different ideas. Then I did some reflections ... it was terrible, I see the very dark side of myself.

Put it simpler, not easy to describe feeling using words ... Remember the SEVEN Sins? Pride, Greed, Envy, Anger, Lust, Gluttony and Sloth ... damn ... I've them all! It's a hard one to swallow ... 7 out of 7 ... perfect scoreline ... Don't ask me how/what I'm doing about it ... knowing the problem is one thing, solving it is totally another dimension of it.

Well, sharing something I got from an email which again I'm damn sure I am guilty of; "We tend to think that being unhappy leads people to complain, but it's truer to say that complaining leads to people becoming unhappy.
Dennis Prager"